So I have been really fighting for ideas of things to talk about lately and have been coming up nothing short of dry and still I feel the same. But I know that there are plenty of things I could talk about(veterans day, politics, traumas at work, some other memories of the coast guard, health care, family/life in general). I guess maybe I need to find the words. Right now I dont have them. School, work and drilling for the reserves has been consuming a majority of my time.

Lately I have just been studying more than anything. But I did but the new Deer Tick cd its titled War Elephant, if you want a musical masterpiece I suggest picking this thing up.

I think I might be suffering from a mild case of seasonal depression too. I feel like I am at war with myself. Just a mini war but one at that. Since I had realized that its been getting darker earlier and colder my moods have been shot tie real hit or miss. I am up and down here and there. I dont like it I think I just need to adjust.

I feel so grown up too another weird thing that has happened lately. I dont enjoy drinking or going to bars anymore, I goto bed early to wake up early with tonight exception. Its 1130pm and I have to be up at about 430am. Soon enough, I almost live vicariously through insomnia in some cases.