"ballarena you must of seen her, dancing in the sand. now shes in me, always with me. tiny dancer in my head"

I hear this song and I think of Suzanna. Deciding to ask her to be my wife is the greatest feeling in the world. I cant wait to do it. I get home in 2 weeks and shortly after that time I will be doing so. I cant disclose the information out of fear she may read it here, but she knows I want to do it.

I love you sweetie...

Isnt she beautiful

I miss her so much that it causes physical pain, but the love I have for her over takes that pain. This is all almost over. I just want to sleep for 2 weeks straight just so that I can be home. Once it is over it is over and we will never have to endure being apart from one another ever again.