Texas

So Suzanna and I went to Texas to visit my father, stepmom and sister for New Years.

It was a good trip a very relaxing trip. It was nice to be sitting on a plane with her knowing we were going together. I remember looking at her with her headphones on, arms around mine and head on my shoulder. I just looked at her and kept thinking "my god she is beautiful I have never loved someone like I do her, this is it. I am done looking she is who I want"

We got there to see my dad looking like my dad. Head band, beer belly and beard. He is who he is and he loves who he is so that is ok. We stopped for gas and he had to get a 12 pack for the ride. Go figure that one out.

The trip was a nice trip. We relaxed, made love, enjoyed each other and my family (who absolutely loves Suzanna) My step mom told me I had better marry her. I told her I plan on it.

So we went to Austin for New Years which was a good time. We had a nice room that looked over I think it is 6th street, the main street in downtown Austin. We sat there together in a chair, her on my lap. We were sipping drinks and talking and all that I could talk about is how much I love her, how happy I am with her, how forever I am hers. It felt so real, so good. So pure. Looking into her eyes is the best feeling in the world.

We went to a bar I cant remember the name. But after we had a few drinks in our room we found a bar and sat there and rang in the New Year together just her and I surrounded by people we did not know that was how I wanted it to be. Just us. I would have been content with sitting on the couch in my house with her. All that mattered is that I was with her.

The rest of the trip was nice and relaxing. We ate at some palce called Coopers BBQ which is supposed to be famous and I can see why. It was freaking awesome. Real style smoked bbq food.

Anyway. This trip was it. This trip was the one where I realized that she truly is who I want the rest of my life with. I love her so much. I feel that there is nothing that can come between us. She is my everything.

I love her so much